You are not so My!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know you are here, In my heart
But still why you are so apart !!
You are always in my mind
But you are to me not so kind
My mind always wants to make you cry
But heart is like, never do this try
When you came in my life
Your friendship was not so my
You remain there in my life
So friendship & love making some unknown try
You are still with me
But I think whom I loved you are not that Guy
Even I should say you become a guy
Who always make me cry
May be I am wrong & I want to be
But what more I can say as you are not my………………